I failed the national judicial examination. I know I didn't do enough preparation, yet the result still hurt me more or less.

 

The winners were celebrating their victory in whatever way and I stood there keeping silent.

The HR secretary phoned me and asked, hey, did you passed it? I said no, and grew nervous.

My boss said take it easy and make it through. Well, who knows what will happen in the economic recession.

I delivered my feelings to some friends and they showed their support and encouragement promptly.

 

Dad once said that I haven't encountered any setback sort of worries him. He said people grew mature in frustrations. 

Well, the time of my setback finally arrives. 

 

I found these sentences quite enlightening, just to name a few.

“临渊羡鱼，不如退而结网”。“宠辱不惊，看庭前花开花落”。See?

 

I paid the rent and left my pocket penniless. That will make me more disciplined. A disguised blessing.

I bought Helen Keller's book because people need spiritual inspiration.

I'm planning on the preparation becuase all vision needs action.

I'll find a place to pick up my piano skills because I want to be talented as before.

I no longer find meat delicious because meat makes me languid sometimes. 

Life will be simple and elegant without those entertainment so called fancy yet trully errosive.

 

Wow~ I'm feeling calm, sensible and confident like never before.

钱包丢了，很伤心。

虽然里面钱不多，卡没有被消费也挂失了，我还是很伤心。

 

F*ck! 一年前考托福时才丢了手机怎么今天又冒失了？！

 

想念我的红色钱包，和妈妈一起买的。

 

很伤心，说不出话了。不说了。

保持冷静。I have a legal mind.

I have to admit that I'm really crazy about Boston Legal and terribly obssessed with Alan Shore.

Oh Gee! He just kills me softly.

I began to look for the clips about him and finally came up with one more like a slideshow whose simple words go like this with the background music now playing (those who read into Alan Shore (or Boston Legal) will feel something):